Thursday, March 25, 2010
just stuff.
i feel like i've lost my grip on things.
like somehow i feel so detached from ana now.
which kind of freaks me out.
i can feel the stirings of it/her throughout different times of the day, but that closeness, that distinct power/drive that i used garner from it seems to have be somewhat diluted now.
i think last year really screwed me up.