Tuesday, September 7, 2010
though actually i wonder if my over reactive rant about peanut butter might be because i used to love it as a kid but now i can never even touch it :/
hmmm...
i used to have a MILD (very mild) allergy to prawns. it's just a tingly itch that goes away after a while. and usually so long as don't but the sauce or the head in my mouth i'm fine.
but i think it's getting worse D:
i just ate 2 pathetic [u] steamed [/u] prawns just now and my mouth/throat is literally just exploding. i feel like ripping it out right now and no amount of water is helping..
and i'm hyper reactive to any store bought fried food. euch.
and i was reading someone's blog post just now...
and one food that i saw frequently reappearing in her "intake diary" was "pbj sandwich"
*which i'm assuming to be peanut butter and jam*
i'm probably going to offend people by saying this, but seriously what kind of anorexic eats peanut butter on a daily basis? D: (unless if your "allowance food", which in that case would make sense. cause it's like me and cheese D: )
that stuff is like butter in a jar.
it's called peanut butter for a reason?
urk and on a more personal note, i can't stand the sticky oily feeling it leaves on your hand.
bleh.
but oddly enough her profile has a whole list of xanga sites that she used to own.
and her current one is titled something along the lines of "want to be mia"
*it's not the exact title, i took out the underscores/letters/numbers/changed the spelling*
super bitchy post. sorry.
here's to make up for the rant :P
Sunday, September 5, 2010
i have a whole ton of stuff i need to get done.
so i won't be going online again until i get them ALL done.
Things have been crap.
With little sprinkles of sunshine
And then back to utter crap again.
I wish everything would stop screwing with my head.
There’s a certain kind of detachedness
Everything’s a little surreal
Don’t you think?
It really doesnt feel as though we’re having our year end graduating exams in less than a month’s time
I feel like i’m sort of drifting
Between spaces
Floating in my own warped land
We need to come back down to earth
And let reality sink in.