Thursday, November 24, 2011
1 egg: 62 calories
1 cheese slice: 42 calories
1 serving of papaya: 75 calories
1/2 of a Macvities biscuit: 37 calories
probably later in the day:
1 pack of tea/juice/milk: <200 calories
Jacobs oatmeal biscuits x3 : 114 calories
tomato: 55 calories
totals so far: 585 calories
training: -70calories * 3hrs = 210 calories
Net calories: 375 calories
Buffer of 125 calories
somehow, sometimes, i can't help but to feel as though
i've taken a wrong turn down the road
of life.
bad decisions
micro decisions
that seemed so harmless at that point of time
that turned your life around
regrets that only start to creep up upon you
with a sudden realisation
years down the road.
too late.
we smile, and tell ourselves.
it's the experience that matters.
we have learnt our lessons
it was a fall,
we grew from the pain.
we've learnt and grown stronger
sometimes, the sadness
sneaks up upon you
regrets.
wouldn't it have been better?
if we never had to take that fall
or to take that hit.
the bruise to our ego
we healed and tended
nursed back to health
with blinding words of optimism
the only difference between those who fail
and those who succeed is not ability
but the mind set.
the little things that changed your life
without you even knowing
just a little bit more of self discipline.
we're halfway on the right track
you're right. a senior told me something, that stuck
something you've probably heard for a hundred million times
heard, but never listened
perhaps it was the conviction in the tone that it was said
or perhaps it was the genuine honesty that it was said
or perhaps it was in the unexpected concern and goodwill
it's about the consistent effort, not the last minute spurts
and the mindset that you're in. if you believe, and choose to believe that today will be a great day
and that you will get work done, you will.
spend less time surfing and doing useless stuff. focus.
Thursday, November 3, 2011
shit.
for the first time, perhaps in my life.
i truly feel like shit.
maybe what i need is not recognition.
what i need is actualy acheivements
insecurities.
not good enough.
everyday, when we try to pretend...