Monday, April 19, 2010
i'm really not even craving for anything now.
C just gave me a "talk" about stuff.
i think people are seriously starting to see through my pretty web of lies.
sooner or later right?
it was unsettling.
i feel insecure now.
though i think i've managed to put it all down to stress
and i made it sound as though i was still somewhat of the remenants of a perfect student.
Kind of.
She'll still cynical.
i know it.
like i wouldnt be able to see the doubt in your eyes.
Art classes was bearable today.
except D is right.
i've lost my passion.
we've all lost our passion. And ourselves.
We've got to right this feeling.
tomorrow's a brand new day.
Hear it, it's the winds of change.
i will not be a failure no more.