Friday, April 9, 2010
i'm losing my grip. and it's making me sad.
i don't know why, but i'm just so tired all these days.
but my mind is like this whirring machine, that doesn't want to stop.
so i'm alert but tired and is dying off at the same time.
i'm screwing everything up.
and it's starting to show.
people know.
i swear they do.
at least they do now.
and i just realised i have no tomorrow morning.
all around me i hear all these voices, and they're all screaming at me to do something
do this
do that
you owe this
you owe that
there's still that you haven't done
and they're all pressing in.
closing up.
i think i've hit rock bottom
i hope there isn't any further down to go.
i'm going to turn this damn thing around.
today.