Saturday, May 8, 2010
i'm going to seek out al the people i know of who might have an eating disorder.
i dont know why i'm doing this but i just am.
A has just lovely arms.
We've once found a blood splattered penknife in the toilet. perfectly complemented with the shamelessly stained tissue beside it.
i wonder.
now i need to get all my school work done.
My grandmother and my mom just had a huge fight.
i wonder if she has clinical depression.
they said it hits single elderlies hardest.
ironic it would be huh. For the past half a year i've been volunteering at an old folks home. i'd kill myself if anything happened.
but why am i not doing anything.
there's so much to do. and be done.
how come things arnt ever like what you see in the movies?
i just want to be free. and ignorant.
happy and carefree.
my family is screwed up.