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i hope you like oranges. and kiwis.
and lemons.and oranges.
i like oranges. they're really pretty. and nice.like goldfishes. and the sun.


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Floating in dreamland. where all the foods are imaginary.
and all the people are nice.
And even if they weren't we could always wake up.

Oneday.

tomorrow. (maybe)

The Girl



>>is way too fat.


Height: 5'7"
CW: 106 (47.7kg) D:
HW: 119


Old Goals: 112!

GW1: 110! (50)
by 23 mar


GW2: 107 (48.5)
by 31 mar

REACHED!
(11 Nov)

GW3: 105 (47.5)
by 20 Nov


GW4: 103 (46.5/47)
by 31 Nov


GW5: 100 (45.5)
by 31 Dec



UGW: 99 (45)


UUGW: 97

UUGW: to be ethereal. weightless. like those beautifully crafted paper dolls and the air.


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Sunday, June 13, 2010

3 day fast.
Last 10 hours. it's fucking like euphoria.

For those of you haven't tried it, here's how it goes. it's like a mini review for every single fast or diet you try. the idea is to be credited to another lovely blogger whom i will try to find the link and post as soon as posible.

First days will start off great. you'll feel like all of life's pieces are finally falling into place. Sometime after your usual lunch time or around noon hunger might strike. it'll be bearable, you will or might think about food but will power and determination should get you through just fine.

Second days will start off with an insanely good empty feeling when you wake up in the morning. Stretch, feel good and surprise yourself. i dropped 2 pounds. which is pretty freaking amazing for 1 day. 

But after the morning, the whole afternoon will be horrid. hunger pangs will hit you in waves. it didn't help that i got into a fight with my parents and got cut off from everything. no computer, phone or TV for the whole effing day. to make things better i got the flu. it couldn't get any worse.

Third days are simply amazing. hunger completely leaves you. it doesn't even come to mind at all. hours will pass without you even knowing it.

it feels good. As ridiculous as it sounds I'm actually a little proud of myself.  Because it's the holidays now and so I'm at home alone. and home + food + me being alone = major binge/purge sessions. without fail. so considering that, I'm pretty happy :D

And just a tip, fasting on school days are much easier bcause there's a whole ton of stuff to distract you. i can usually go without eating for the whole day without even realising it on school days.

And also guess what, i haven't purged for the past 11 days! So after today i'd have made it 2 whole weeks purge free! though i think it's mostly out of fear than from determination. (i woke up one night with my teeth hurting D:)

stay strong.

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