Tuesday, July 26, 2011
i wish i wasn't such a failure at everything.
today marks the 17th year that i have existed on this planet.
this vast planet of people.
what have i done that really matters?
what have i accomplished in these long 17 years?
i feel utterly useless, like i've wasted all my time away.
all these years of endless possibilities.
all the good times they've just slipped us by.
stop doing this.
change.change.change.
believe. believe. believe.
try harder.
and as loud as those cynical voices may be, turn away.
and disbelieve. unhear them.
so much to do.
then do them.
give your last fight today.
stay for one last stand. make it count.
believe, and hold on.
hope. hope. hope.
trust in it.
trust, and have faith the wishes do come true, and that hopes can become reality,
that dreams will lead you somewhere.
have faith.
i will give my best effort and yield myself to your hands.