Friday, July 1, 2011
just finished my tests.
i wonder if anyone reads this, but if you do or are a follower, i just want to say:
THANKS MATE! ♥
i love you guys!!!
i mean it!
i wonder how you guys got/came here. (tell me!)
cause i intentionally picked a not so obviously ED based/ED related name to avoid all the wanas that crowd the internet.
so kudos to you if you didn't just google proana and hopped on to read this blog.
i could have easily titled this, proana anamia blog or some crappy shit like that. but that would be utterly vile.
it sort of means alot to me, how we're all supposed to be picture perfect, plastic mannequins made for the sole purpose of being put up for display for everyone else's viewing pleasure and judegement.
how we're losing ourselves, we're just here to please the world.
just another pretty picture on the wall, just another pretty doll on the shelf.
and how we're always hiding behind this mask,
in half self denial.
cause one day we're going to die from this ED of self control that keeps us sane enough to survive in this concrete jungle called life.
and we're all just pretending to have a good time,
dancing with strangers that we'll never dare let into the darkest parts of our lives.