how long will it take for you to understand that I'm not competing with you.
and I never plan to compete with you.
not now, not ever.

give it up with your petty conniving hostility.
I've tried making small talk. but unless we both let go of our inner, supposed indignances, it's not going to work.

I'm ready to live on, move on, and let go.
are you?
I want a resolution.
I want a closure.
and an end to all this animosity.

I quit. im out of this meaningless snobbery,
this unspoken competition of showing off
the silent off-shoulder slights disguised in half-smiles
I'm done with this. perhaps I've fallen into this same hapless trap in the past,
the days and nights of frustration.
of trying to figure out the reason why

that now, is of little importance.
all i know is that life is too short, and too precious to be wasted on you.

and you can wipe that smug smile off your face because you can't win a competition where no one is competing against you.

I ran for that post because I thought I could contribute something, to the rest of the team.
-person- ran for it because -person- wanted it to add to your list of achievements.


superficial creep.

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