did you actually believe,in those lies.

that it was enough. that being nice on the inside could compensate for being ugly. how old are you? 3? fairytales grew extinct ended a long time ago.
the only thing they could vaguely conjure up about you was that you have skinny legs. wow. thanks for the complement. when it's not even true now. they used to be actually skinny. but that's the only thing nice about you. aint it.
being skinny. and if you;re not even skinny now, then what are you? 100%ugly.
why do i look us ugly? i wish.wishwishwish. that i just wouldnt have to look so horrible. i would trade almost anything. maybe even half my life. if i could look decent, for those short years than to live it looking like a monster.
quit lying to yourself. as if you ever had a chance. there is no cure for ugliness.
nothing you do can ever compensate the ugliness. look. open up your eyes.
there are people who are unpolished gems. people who have the facial structure and proportions to look pretty. they just need to change their haircut. they are beautiful, even if society doesn't know how to look. and see their beauty. they are the ones who have potential to be pretty. there are also those who are already gorgeous. and there is you. dismal dumpty and ugly. it's in your whole face. it's just ugly. no matter what angle you look at it, its still horrendously ugly. jarring. even down to the bones, they are marred, malformed. the shape,  the lines are just wrong. uglyuglyugly.
please, god. somebody. anybody.

some days i look so awful i wish i could run my nails down my face and claw everything away.

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