Tuesday, January 8, 2013
we accept the love we think we deserve.
I just can't get my head around the fact that you're real, and that you're here for good.
I'm sorry that I'm just always picking at things to tear us apart.
if you're ED,
I dont know if you've ever felt this way,
but it's also how we accept the "love" to our bodies, that we mentally think we deserve.
sometimes, feeling so worthless inside, how can we possibly deserve to enjoy te same nurturing care that normal people lavish upon themselves? what gives me the right to gorge?
maybe, just maybe, once we reach our gw's it'll finally serve as a tangible reason
or proof that we can for once, accept some kind of love.