Sunday, March 31, 2013
i want to feel alive, awake again.
in control.
not just passing my days in a blur of hedonism
problem.
take "break", eat snacks.
bored.
eat out.
procrastinate.
binge.
binge.
binge.
how pathetic is that.
that our only past time is eating. the constant gorging of food.
we are better than this.
focus.
get stuff done.
deferred gratification.
there's something else.
something better waiting for us at the end
something better than carbs, lipids and over processed junk
where did the perfect control
and self restraint go?
order, structure, plans.
schedules and timelines.